and I'm saying fuck Greenlee, fuck Jackson and fuck ZACH for agreeing with that dickhead. I hope you really love Greenlee, Zach. I hope that self-centered bitch keeps you warm at night because you deserve to have the best damn thing that has ever happened to you walk right out that door and out of your life FOREVER.

Run Kendall, my love. Run like the fucking wind. No one is worth all this trouble. You've lived this before, don't suffer through it again. You got the best part of this town and now it's time to take your boys and blow this popsicle stand.

The ONS ick in December hurt a hell of a lot less than this.

Apparently it wasn't enough to retread the dumbassed storyline of Thanksgiving 2005, they had to take the one good thing about 2005, Zach's speech to Jackson on Kendall's behalf, and ruin it in the name of Greenlee. Move over Lavery a new god is born.

FUCK YOU AMC! I'm done with this fucking shit. I've sat around for three fucking years watching this show for Zach and Kendall to watch them be shitted upon time and time again. Kendall most especially. When people needed to kick someone while they were down they turned to Kendall. I sat through Megan McTavish waiting for the day when we'd have more than Ryan/Kendall undertones in the Zen marriage. When Esensten and Brown came along I thought things would improve. Nope...instead I got more fuckery. I'm not holding out hope from Pratt. I've seen what he's done on GH and let's just say I'm not overly impressed.

That shit was supposed to change when she married Zach and now here we are again in 2008 and it is 2004 all over again where Ryan was defending everything that Greenlee did because she was the bestest friend ever and she was hurt. Well Greenlee should ask Spike how the fuck he feels without his fucking spleen. She should ask Ian how the fuck that hole in his head and chest felt and how he likes those scars he'll be carrying with him every FUCKING day of his life.

There is no way in HELL that either of these two people should be friends with that Bitch. Yet they are begging her for her fucking forgiveness over a ONS? Talk to your fucked up ex-fiance that couldn't wait until he found your body before he was convinced you were dead. He is more to blame for that shitastic fuckery I had to sit through in December. She should be the one in fucking jail for kidnapping a baby and driving him over a cliff.

They can whitewash shit until the cows come home...oops they are already there. I still say FUCK YOU AMC! FUCK YOU!

I couldn't possibly say it any better than Cheryl and J did. Take your babies and run, Kendall.

And oh yeah, Fuck you, AMC.

*glances around, starts a slow clap for J and waits for others to join in*

Excuse me while I puke. I was around for the Rendall/Rylee shit and trust me, it blew like hell then. NO WAY in hell will I watch that shit happen again. EVER! AMC is destroying everything that is/was great about Zendall for Greenlee. Why? Your guess is as good as mine.

Since they refuse to pull their heads out of their asses, this is where I have to tap out, AMC. FUCK YOU!!!



KENDALL FAN FIRST, LAST AND ALWAYS!

Yup, J and C said all that there is to be said. FU, AMC!!!!!!!!!!

I refuse to comment on today’s show, because today Zach’s character was written more OOC than Kendall with the ONS. I never once thought that I would hear Zach say the things he said and the things he failed to say today.

I hope that B&E are never again given an opportunity to reek character and history destruction on any other show. They have taken character integrity and AMC history to the lowest possible level. My condolences to TK for a script I cannot imagine he approved of. He is the utmost professional along with AM and I will always appreciate their talent and the depth and complexity they have brought to their characters no matter what horrible script they are given to perform. They are AMC’s golden couple and I have faith that they will survive the most ridiculous and intelligence testing s/l given to them todate.

To the new head writer of AMC. Greenlee is a self-centered child kidnapper, a dirty slut and a shallow whore. Zach and Kendall represent unconditional love and family values! Please write them in character.

The things he failed to say today..................

Says it all, doesn't it?

Oh fuck it. If Kendall is held accountable for sleeping with Aidan, he sure as fuck is going to be held accountable for that shit he spewed today.

As far as I'm concerned, I wish Zach had never come out of that hole alive. Because I would have rather him die in that dark, cold hole than to ever hear him sing the praises of the almighty Greenlee, who taught him about love and forgiveness.

Truth hurts, doesn't it, Zach? At this point, I wish you were dead.

What they all just said.

I totally agree with all of your posts. I love Kendall, and I am so tired of her being the one that is screwed over. I am so tired of her always being blamed for everything. I feel sick to my stomach over this.

At least I can come here and not have to read how horrible she is!

You can ALWAYS come here for that sweetie.

I wish a muthafucka would say something bad about Kendall here. I WISH THEY WOULD!!!!


BOOM BOOM BOOM!

I'm saddened by the fact that I feel this way too. What about Kendall? I thought she taught you everything you knew about love and forgiveness. You remember how you told Kendall that she and Spike taught you all of those things? Now all of a sudden fucking Greens is getting the credit. Fuck that Bitch and the broom she rode in on. I want to go back to my Greenlee-less AMC it was a hell of a lot better.

Sadly, I agree with you.

I will just agree with J and Cheryl's wonderful posts and add my Fuck You, AMC.

Kendall, take the boys and run far away from the shit heads of PV. :implode

It's so sad. Everything he spewed today stamped a big null and void in red ink across their entire relationship.

How can I ever watch the baby shower clip again?

"You, Spike, the baby.... you saved me. You saved my heart."



It's like everything he has ever said to her was a lie.

Damn, this hurts.

Fuck, Cheryl. So fucking sad.

Remarkable how just one day can fuck up three years, isn't it?

StabStabStab. Sigh.

Okay, I had more to say. LOL I have a feeling I'm going to have more to say forever.

I haven't even seen the show and I don't think I'm going to.

Man do I feel like an idiot. I believed Zach when he said that Spike, Kendall and the baby brought him back from a heart he believed was dead twenty years earlier. I watched him hold people off at gun point so that Spike could live and Kendall could have her baby. I saw him fight to the death against his father for his family and again to stay alive in that hole only to get back to that family.

But that didn't really happen. That wasn't love and forgiveness and an eternal bond. Then what was all that? SO the lesson for today is, forget what you've seen and heard. Only remember what you didn't see in the hole. Zach didn't learn any of those things until the hole and from Greenlee? Got it.

Wow. That's a hard sell AMC. Once again, they tell me things rather than show me. What I saw typed during the LD hurt, there's no denying that. I didn't think they could do more damage to Zendall than they did on Dec. 19th. I was wrong.

I'm sure Zendall will be stronger than ever after this, but it will never be the same for me. I never thought that was possible. I'm broken.

And Greenlee had the nerve to say that Kendall was poison.

Did Bugler write these words as a parting shot? They had to come right after the news of her pink slip.

Okay, I'm done.

Honestly Phyllis, I don't know that I can blame Bugler for this. She has to follow storyline direction. She writes the dialogue. We know that the actors can tweek such dialogue as long as they don't change the intent. The intent comes from above.

The one thing I did like about today's episode is that Kendall called Greenlee on her bullshit. How dare she demand Kendall give her Fusion because Kendall and Aidan slept together!! Kendall even reminded her that she forgave Greenlee for kidnapping Spike and almost killing him. Kendall told Greenlee to put on her big girl panties and deal with it.

And yet, Greenlee's pain is greater than almost killing a child; it's greater than the months of torment that Zach and Kendall suffered due to her threats of jail time and law suits; it's greater than the pain that Aidan is feeling despite the fact one friend is dead and another is clinging to life.


AMC needs to get this self-centered, self-righteous bitch off my screen forever and ever. AMEN.


Praise Lavery Slater!!

I can forgive Kendall because of Greenlee. "Greenlee was amazing down there, she made me see things and believe in things that I never believed in - faith and love and forgiveness."

That was profoundly bad. Too bad it was profound.

My head would explode again if I went into all the Jack Greenlee-preaching garbage that Zach didn't take much if any offense to, so while that added to the overall badness - whatev, sigh.

I say Praise Smythe...cuz this shit didn't start till that Bitch came back to town.

So true, Cheryl!

My apologies to her for that comment.

My heart is heavy. I fell like Zach has turned on Kendall.

Haven't seen it yet but am not planning on watching and may never watch again. If they could have that shit come out of Zach's mouth I really don't care who he's with because this isn't Zach Slater and I'm tired of thinking and hoping things will be different.

They give us one edited zex scene and we're suppose to kiss their feet and pretend like crap like this didn't take place. Well how do we forget what was said today (at least with the ONS we saw what Kendall was going through). Tomorrow Zendall we'll be happily planning Spike's birthday and are we suppose to feel joy because Zach gives Kendall his cute little looks after what he said today. Screw that. Not to mention the fact that the bitch is coming to the party (Zach probably invited her). Since I'm ranting let me also say I'm pissed that Spike's having another damn birthday party. All this shit just to give GB and Ryan a storyline.

I blame EVERYONE at AMC starting with JHC who runs this f----- show. I only hope the ratings are at least a 1.5 but with our luck everyone will be watching because of the wedding and Tad and they'll be a 2.5.

I now truly hope Lish leaves when her contract is up because she deserves better than this. She works her ass off and does the same crap everyday to make everyone else look better and all she gets is screwed.

ZEN is so finished. I don't see what can be said after this.

I will not write another letter or make another call.

I've had all the baby stealing bitch loving that I can possible watch and listen to for a lifetime. Someone let me know when this show becomes the one that I couldn't wait to rush home from work to watch.

It's hard being a Kendall FF and watching this shit.

Oh Perky........... Your siggy makes me want to hurt myself. So sad.

I'm really fucking bummed about this, dudes. My heart hurts. :(

Mine does too. I'm not sure I can give up on Zendall. But I sure as heck can't excuse Zach for what he said today.....or didn't say.

What's a Zitch to do???

This thread is killing me. Not because of what was written, but because I agree with 99% of it.

Crys nailed it – with Rendall, we’ve been there, done that, bought the t-shirt and got the t-shirt jammed up our asses. And I officially stopped bending over today. This ass is closed for fuckery. In this moment, I cannot imagine a circumstance under which I would invite that type of torture again. Bottom line is that I will never, ever look at Zach the same way again.

People can go on and on about not giving up on Zen, but whatever we get from this point on is not Zen. It might be Zach and Kendall (and it might be good), but it sure as fuck won’t be Zen. I could say I’ve gotten over worse, but why the fuck should I have to? Kendall deserves better – and so do we.

Simply put, word.

*holds up a lighter for what was and will never be again*

I think I want that stitched on a pillow,.Krissy.Brilliant

Why would I ever want Kendall to be second choice, again?

I thought in December that they took away something that was the essence of Zen. Lish and TK always sold me on the fact that Zen would never cheat on one another. I moved passed that. I can't move past this and I shouldn't have to. The words should have never been spoken and Brown and Esensten managed in one day to ruin what was left of a great couple.

ETA: MISTRESS! I'm using your words in my Siggy...they can be a compliment to Leftico's Seasonas.

So going in my signature.

I think today is a day to remember this letter and remind TIIC how Zach really feels about Kendall

"Hey, gorgeous. If you're reading this -- well, I wish you weren't because it means I've been gone so long, you're snooping around. That's not a good sign. You know I love you more than I can say. But I'm going to try to put it down here so you can always hold on to it, refer back when you need a reminder, would you, please? Never in my entire life have I had anything like what I have with you and Spike. Never felt this way for any other woman on earth. And that's you, Kendall. You've made me feel a kind of love I never even knew existed. You and the Spike man did something nearly impossible. You made me a family guy, the kind of man -- no. Make that the kind of father -- who dresses up his baby in silly outfits and takes pictures to make his wife smile. Let me tell you, one minute with you smiling -- or screaming -- is worth 10 years of any other man's life. I pity the rest of the male population, because they've missed the excitement and love that you brought me. Now don't panic, ok? Don't get depressed. You are magnificent, Kendall. And everything I am, everything that's good in me is all because I had you. Always only you. Zach."

That is what Zach told Kendall when he came out of the bomb shelter with the whore. Kendall is the one who taught him about love and forgiveness and made him a family man. Thoughts of Kendall and his sons is what kept him alive, not the viper that sucked every breath of air from the "hole" with her selfish whining.

Zach, kick that viper to the curb before she destroys everything you hold dear. Kendall, don't apologize any more to that selfish ruthless bitch. You did nothing wrong, you were broken. She is getting far less pain than she deserves after all that she has done to you and your family.

But here's the thing.....

Maria was the love of Zach's life before he fell in love with Kendall. How are we to know that perhaps Zach hasn't moved on?

My point is you can't accept some parts of a character's history and ignore others. If so, how do you decipher which parts are the "true" Zach Slater or not? How do we agree which is written in character and which is not? The reality is that we can't.


The letter only makes me sad because what Zach said today makes it feel like it's only a lie.

Ian taught Zach to have faith.

Kendall taught Zach to love.

Bianca taught Zach forgiveness.


But today, they were all forgotten. And it would seem that the epiphany Zach had in that hole was that Greenlee made him the man he is today. No one else.

Cheryl, I disagree. The letter is part of Zach's character's history. Only a few days ago he said to Kendall that he was married to her in his heart even before they met "Always, Only You". One totally ridiculous script, probably written by a sour grapes writer or writers who was just handed a pink slip, cannot change a character and a relationship developed over a period of years. If this continues, then it will be a different story and I will be the first to cast a stone at Zach.

Also his relationship with Maria ended way before he fell in love with Kendall. Today's script wants us to believe that Zach changed in one day. Not swallowing this crap yet.

Also there is a possibility that they are building up Greenlee for a big fall and an end to her BFF with Zach, when he realizes what a viper she still is. I don't think that they will ever cut Kendall loose from Kenlee, not until GB leaves or is killed off(one can always hope). Fronsie has warm fuzzies about that toxic relationship.

If the new head writer is another one that writes plot driven trash, then we may be in for some really bad writing. I am holding off until I see some of that writing on the screen. The ratings are staying low with B&E's plot driven crap, so perhaps a light bulb might go off and we may see some changes. Where there is life there is hope even in the soap world.

Man, I really felt sorry for Greenlee today............JUST KIDDING!! I couldn't agree more with what everyone has said. This whole poor Greenlee crap is making me sooo sick! And the way Jack is always claiming that both Kendall and Greenlee are his daughters is such BS! Erica needs to get out of jail and remind Kendall once again that Greenlee does not play by the same rules that Kendall does. Erica treats Greenlee like the insignificant child that she is, and both Kendall and Zach need to be reminded of that. Kendall needs that force in her life right now since everyone seems to have forgotten what Greenlee has done to her. Oh Kendall, you're so much better than those around you!